Yet again..........

It's 1:30 AM and I'm up again with a cute little boy. Although his smile is cute and he looks at me with his innocent eyes, this is getting old. We were doing really good and now we are back to square one. The last few nights I have had some early mornings. Is he ever going to sleep through the night??

It's really hard for me to let Thomas cry him self to sleep since I have no spouse support to get me through it. Thomas' daddy is out protecting people and making sure people are obeying the law. Which is great, but times like these I could really use him. I pretty proud of myself that I have been able to balance work, Thomas, taking care of my home, giving my husband attention (they are important to) and still function pretty well with lack of sleep. It was hard in the beginning but has gotten easier.

Yes!!!! I see some eye rubbing, hope fully soon I will be back to bed. I'm so looking forward to this weekend. Dustin and I are going down to visit my sister and her husband. Uncle Timmy is turning 30. Grandma and Grandpa will be coming down to watch Thomas. It has gotten so much easier to leave Thomas. I know that it makes Dustin and I both better parents when we get away for a few days and have time with each other. I'm also glad that he will get to have some one on one time with Granny Mo Mo and Papa Moyer!!

Well, I was hoping he would be asleep by the time I finished this. He is still boncing away. I have to say he is a fighter and very strong willed....I wonder where he gets that from??